Posts Tagged ‘artistic writing’

The morning of the darkest night,

you sit and look at me so hopeless.

The thoughts of this chapter,

still haunts me every day.

 

The cold eyes you stare,

why must I be this way.

Why must we live this way,

why must we accept.

 

The mistakes that led me here,

so desperate and alone.

Remind the ones that use to love me,

let them believe there was some good in me.

 

Im going to leave this pedant here,

just in case you cared to find it.

The disappointment I brought to you,

the life you could have had.

 

So this is it,

the chapter that we have started.

The chapter that led me to this road,

that I must answer for when im gone.

To know where you came from,

will determine how far you get in life.

Since I started off in the gutters,

I was promised struggle and fear.

 

As a child of nearly seven,

learning to survive is to save,

because without education you are nothing,

and without money you cannot escape.

 

Many nights of confusion,

led me to believe,

life as I knew it had to change,

before we sunk deeper into this mess.

 

I grew up wondering,

what path I was destine to take.

Society didn’t make it easy,

lost opportunities denied,

denied at birth.

 

One day I discovered this opportunity,

to leave this place I once knew as home.

I studied real hard to pass the test,

with the idea of me leaving this place.

 

With my luck I passed,

was given the opportunity to leave this place,

to study aboard and succeed,

I was choosen out hundreds.

 

Since destine is established at birth,

there is nothing you can really do.

I was told I was too young,

and we could not afford to commute.

 

After the heart has been broken,

its difficult to piece it back together.

The beginning of the end was written,

predetermined, and pre decided.

 

To wake early and feel the desire,

The inner glow of motivation,

So simple and untapped.

 

I see the distance, the world from a reserved flower,

Fear has entrapped me, tangled me, and grabbed me,

Unable to venture, unable to wonder.

 

The simple troubles of the near and forgotten,

The clouds of stress that follow.

Never leaving my side like a trusted companion,

Failure to break the path that has been given.

 

In order for me to succeed,

I must venture off and discover the real me.

To break the cycle we are once lured,

The easy life that we were thought to exist when we were a child.

 

Now we must dream the big dreams,

And truly believe.

Because faith in ourselves can determine,

Success or defeat.

Chasing the sun,

early morning Saturday.

Chasing the sun,

for a little glimpse of freedom.

 

The limitless energy,

the bright orange glow,

astonishes the mind,

frees the soul.

 

Wild thoughts emerge,

energy fills the body.

To reach outside the box,

to reach for something greater.

 

Greatness was once a given,

The promise of greatness was written,

a glimpse in the future,

a glimpse of something greater.

 

Now I see, what I was destined to be,

a son of taxi driver,

a designer, an builder.

 

Follow your dreams,

let it take you to the ends of the world.

Because if you dont travel,

you will never know,

and life would just be you viewing the next big thing

at the department store.

 

Communication

Why has computers,

and cellphones,

and mobile devices,

becoming such a hit?

Is it the struggle,

to be socially connected,

to be part of a solution,

rather then socially evicted?

To simply share,

a crazy wonder.

To express ones feelings,

of dirt and awkward somber”s

Lets develop a method,

a revolutionary connection,

ways that people,

have never thought out for.

Something more then just words,

a real sense of completion,

inner most feelings,

of beauty and acceptance.

Disconnect from your Phones and connect with people you love!

To study ones mind,

so crazy so kind,

to establish ones self,

so confusing so blind.

Thoughts are sporadic,

confused and forgotten,

depending on ones,

inner thoughts.

ideas are magic,

expressed for pure logic.

Colored and fought after.

To imagine a idea,

a simple invention.

To create a city,

of endless porportions.

What needs to occur,

for us to continue to work,

ideas ideas,

what drives us to work.

CREATE, LOVE, LIFE

Hello Everyone! I know i have not been around for a while, been working on another project. Today i woke up with a psychological epiphany. Specifically, the difficulty in finding your soul mate as my Girlfriend clearly states. What does it mean to find your soul mate?

 

Soul mates are one of those things that are near impossible to find. It comes to you at your life’s busiest moments and does not clearly present itself to you. Its one of those things that a person must pay attention to, if they want to survive. What do I mean about survival? If we go back to the basics and consider us just another animal species, we must survive and continue to reproduce for our species and genes to survive. If we fail to find our soul mates, or just another person thats willing to tolerate us and live with us, we are destine for doom. To contradict myself, not just a person to tolerate us, because if a child lives in a family of fighting, they will not develop normally and the gene would be that much harder to preserve.

Lets start off by addressing the different stages of your life. Not going to go too deep into it, but lets start from 18 years old. When you are 18 years old, you are innocent and unknowing. From a male perspective, we are confused looking for a girl to have sexual relations with. Most of the time we are not successful because the females see this as just a booty call. On the other hand, for the females, they are wildly searching for the prince to set them free. Through trial and error most individuals develop from this stage, and move on the stage 2.

Stage 2 usually starts off at age 21. This age can be considered the party, let loose and wild phase. This is when young adults are at the age to drink in the United States. So many do just that, experiment with their bodies and different people. This is the most important phase out of the four. This is when you are developed enough to find your mate, and yet inexperienced to really be picky. 21 – 24 is the best age to find yourself the ultimate “soul mate”. If the person fails to find someone to stand by themselves and grow with them, then they are simply doomed. Doomed phase starts at stage 3.

Stage 3 is where things start to get tricky. Man or a women, tends to start to get worried after 25 when they did not find someone thats serious and whats to be with them. For men its a few years later, but for the sake of argument, lets consider both men and women are equally developed at this point. These desperate indivduals, go out to many blind dates and look for people with all sorts of personalities, to find someone that might fit. Most of the time its very hard because 25- 28 you have gone through a good amount of people to realize whats good and whats not. This is the tricky stage because you either settle with someone just to settle and not be alone, or you are left alone for the rest of your life. Its difficult to find someone serious after 28 years old, especially after what you have known, experienced, and obviously observer ed.

Stage 4 is when the gloomy days start to occur. After not committing to something serious, you start to give up and keep the mind occupied with other things. Then opportunities come, and yet you are already unavailable emotionally to give in. Its like those “too good to be true deals”.

In conclusion,  once a person has left stage 2 it slowly gets harder and harder to find someone. If you fail to find someone the chances of a successful relationship gets smaller and smaller. If you cannot find someone to love you and care for you, the reproduction of your genes would develop in a cruel world with no love. Opportunities come and go, open your  eyes and see it and take it, because once it slips it wont ever come back. The fittest survive and find their mate, and the weaker ones fail.